
Hmm. Yeah, to me, my childhood illness, the early diagnosis when I was four, saying that this child only have a 50% chance to survive until heart surgery. I think that's really defining because ever since then, every time I go to sleep, even now, I feel like flipping a coin. If it doesn't land well, then I don't wake up the next day. And so I got into this habit of publishing before I perish. So I record everything I learned every day, first on cassette tapes, floppy disks, and finally the internet. And so we've just been talking about before entering the recorded part, how all the transcripts for the past 10 years is online in the public domain, over 2,000 conversations with 8,000 people. And I took it almost as a daily ritual to ensure that I publish these before I go to sleep. So even if I don't wake up, that's fine because that's a different form of power. It is a power of a good enough ancestor that leaves the next generation with more material, more canvas, but it's not powering over them to control how they use these materials.